Friday, September 09, 2005
shoot
OH GOD.someone just skinned me alive. slice me into pieces. and cook curry out of my meats. Final year exams are like in twenty five more days.and i really mean TWENTY FIVE DAYS.not years not months.but DAYS. help me. let me tell you this. i flung so badly for my common test 2. get it. i pass my language and humanities. My languages are like totally bad ! my malay is okay but my english. HELL OF A PROBLEM. humanities isnt that bad. Social studies can be fun if you understand. History. READ AND UNDERSTAND. but biology and physics? that is totally ARGH! they are the world horrible subject ever. i dont mean to criticize but u cant help hating it. especially Physics. dont know what in the world is it all about. ACCELERATION? GRAVITY? DENSITY? bugger man! RAHH. i hate theory for biology ! BANG. i dont mind having practical like what we do in science lab. for example cutting frogs or goats heart. but theory is a NONO.damn! seriously stress now. TONS AND TONS of books are infront of me. waiting for me to open them.but guess what. I HAVE NO MOOD.what do you expect. i hate this very NATASHA. i want to do well like what i did in semester one. i no longer want to slack ! im very serious now. it aint any joking matter. i want to start mugging. i want to be in the mood to study. not to use computer all day long. SUFFER FIRST ENJOY LATER. yeah ! thats the right thing. i will study and take my examination and then i can enjoy life. and at the rate im going. this whole thing will lead me to no where ? HOW ? i need to study. WAKE UP NATASHA. i have to do seriously well for this final year examination. as in really well. if i dont. i might end up. I DONT KNOW. i dont understand anything and everything.THIS TOTALLY KILLS ME.
bang !
shoot me !
MAYBE im right.
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